why i prt. 1

Why I married Tom. It is kind of a complicated situation on why I married Tom. We had a great time together and it seemed the right thing to do I thought he was dashing and a wonderful person. Being in love again felt great! But as the years went on I started to resent being with Tom. He started to bully me as if I was less than him because of my sex. He started getting into science books and preaching these ridiculous thoughts! I kept a happy face and praised Tom as a good wife should. But that act got old and I was just fed up. He was my husband for sure, but I could feel I was no longer his wife. I could that he might not love me anymore. That our sacred matrimony meant nothing to him. I loved Tom when we were married. But the truth is that I only really married Tom because I did not know if Jay was alive or not. I love Jay so much in my teen years and after I lost that I was a wreck. The first person I had romantic feelings for after Jay was Tom. I knew I couldn't let him go. So we got married! It might have been a bad idea because I only married him because I was lonely. Don't get me wrong, I loved Tom. But loving someone out of lack of love from someone else is just wrong. I am very fed up with Tom. I wish I never married him.