When I heard his name again I felt a rush of feelings. I couldn't feel. I was shocked and numb. Was it him? Was he the one I used to love? Was it that Gatsby? That Gatsby I fell in love with when I was just 18. The one man that had changed my life before Tom. The lietentant who was shipped off to war causing our love to tragically end as fast as it started. I miss that Gatsby. I should not miss him. I have Tom, the greatest man in the world. The loveliest person I have ever met. Gatsby was not a bimbo, he was a real loving man. I miss our love and connection. I should not feel this way. I need to be loyal to Tom! I need to stop having impure thoughts. Gatsby is a part of the past, but I can't help but think about him. Our love was so pure, he is so pure. Tom is a fantastic husband, but I can't help but feel he's half there. I feel as if he doesn't love me as much as he used to. Jay Gatsby was a great man. I wish our love did not end so fast. I want to be with him again. But I will stay faithful to my husband. I just wish I could see him again. Maybe things would change. Maybe my life would be different if we were still together. How different would it be if Gatsby was mine again? Would he still love me with all his heart? He has to be married, he always had women lusting after him. But somehow he loved me. I was his pure and beautiful girl. I was his. He was mine. I was so very sad when he left. Until I met Tom, my loving husband! Will me and Tom be together forever? I sure hope so! We'll see what the future holds!
- Daisy
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